omg. im listening to true by ryan cabrera and it makes me think of my memory .. {ung guy na sinabe ko before sa mga entries ko when i was new in blogger ..!} grbe .. it makes me soo senti :{ he's online awhile ago but pride eats me so what else is new where still mad at each other :( he's in the philippines .. (too much for a love story ..?!) ate aye knows something bout that guy right sis :( i miss you ..!! :( God this song is killing me ..!! :(

nyways .. new layiie .. my former was childish and i dont like the colors so i took me for like 5 hours to finish putting the layout up ..!? weird.! soo yeah .. wtf. pride eats me .. but dont get me wrong ..
i just want to say sorry to that guy but i like hockey boy more :)
oh God .. im sorry if i can't post pictures yet .. i've been busy with my math class and marlineirs (a group in mcnair) .. so yeah. yeah. i was supposed to go the choir practice but im soo lazy .. :( so my mom and dad go instead :) omg. i have a new friendster look :D and i like it .. look :)




so yeah .. out of bordomm .. err. still playing true.. (it plays over and over again .. and now its really killing me) omg. know what everytime i ask God for a sign to know if were really meant to be .. the answer is always NO . and that what makes me think that we were not really meant to be .. :( but it's alright .. he will always be a part of my memory :) well okay. im not so sick of loving him .. :( i need some advice .. my hockey boy is not enough .. :( i need you guys .. (oh geez.. i cant believe im almost crying ..)do i have to talk to him first ?! or i'll wait .. (wait for nothing ..) i miss him so much even thoe where mad at each other .. hell .. those this entry make a sense ..
:( i think he's not worth-if .. (just like my sis aye said) .. or maybe im just a dork .. oh yeah .. I NEED ADVICE :(

err. mass tom.. i have to sleep.. i need advice :( ..